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I'm done with this shit. I'm done with this starving and this restricting. I'm trying to be done with the self hate and the horrible body image. I'm trying not to hate myself. I'm trying to eat. I'm trying to be happy. Come encourage each other:)

I’m going to start working out again. I’m pretty scared that I will fall back into my old habits, but I’m going to try. Pray for me?

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3 months ago with 55 notes

I have been gone for a very, very, very long time and for that I apologize.

Some of the relationships and situations in my life have gotten a bit out of hand and I’ve been focusing very hard on trying to fix them. But all seems well and the waters are calm for the time being:)

But my eating habits have very fortunately returned back to normal, and I’m healthy again. I love myself and I love the people in my life. Also, I haven’t self-harmed in almost three months. I am still in an ongoing battle with it, but I am much much much better.

So now I serve to help you all. Don’t ever hesitate to drop me a message any time<3

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You will hate yourself every time you stand on a scale for a while, but then you will start to realize what anorexia really is and that it’s not beautifully tragic or strong and self-willed but that it’s actually a really fucked up way to hurt yourself. You will replace being crazy about your weight with being crazy about your grades, and you will get into college. You’ll gain weight. This will not make you less beautiful.

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